change yourself to impress others. Especially if its the ones close to you who tells you should. They should be able to accept who you are. Not change you into somebody completely different from yourself.
You barely try whenever we talk. You reply so short and slow which makes me think the worst. And now, I’m starting to think that you don’t even care about me anymore like you used to, but I still care about you like I always have. We don’t talk like we used to anymore because you don’t try, but I still bother and I don’t know why.
To be completely honest, I’d rather fight with you than not talk and worry if you’re okay, if we’re okay. I’d rather scream and yell at the top of our lungs knowing it’s because we care, than to die with each passing second listening to silence. Your voice is comforting either mad, sad, happy,…
I want you to grab my waist, & hold me tightly. Make me safe when I’m with you, that’s what I want you to do. I want you too hold me for a long amount of time. Not just those short simple friendly hugs! I want you to hug me as if you never saw me for a long time, & you missed me so much, you’d be dying just to see me. Those are the best.